Monday, August 11, 2008

Summer Sonic Review

It's been a very, very long time since I have been this sore after a concert. However, when I was going down the list of bands that I saw in those 48 hours, I have to say that it's a price I am willing to pay over the next few days. Luckily the capsule hotel has a nice hot mineral bath on the top floor. Needless to say, but I will anyways, I spent a good long time there last night after I got back from the last night of Summer Sonic. Here's my two-bit soundbytes on the bands

Saturday, August 9th
Preface: This festival was held in Chiba, about a 30 min train ride out of Tokyo, no one, and I do mean NO ONE drives to an event like this, so the train was packed solid with kids like me, and the occasional family going to Tokyo Disney, which is also on the same train route. This will come into play on the train ride home. The event was mainly in a very large convention center, so three of the six main stages were indoors, out of the sun and air conditioned. Thank fucking god. The main stage is a baseball stadium that is located across the street, which unfortunately takes about 10-15 minutes to walk to with the crowds (note: Japanese people walk slow, annoyingly slow). So this came into bearing when I had to plan out where and what shows I wanted to see. The other two smaller stages were adjacent to the main stage, one of them on the beach, but all the bands on that one were unknown to me, so I only took a stroll there in the afternoon. Food everywhere. Lots of drinks. And what blew me away the most is seeing how Japanese kids will stand in line for almost two hours to score a t-shirt and a towel. I will get back to the towel thing later. That being said, to the music! Note: All reviews in the order I saw them.

Los Campensinos: I stumbled on these guys at the main stage while wandering the grounds, getting my bearings. I will probably start listening to them if they sound as good on their albums. I have heard of them before, but never gave them a listen. A little pop-ish, but a enough of a rock soul to warrant further investigation.
Blood Red Shoes: I got a little lost wandering back from the main stage, so I missed most of These New Puritans, save their last song. A good majority of the people cleared out and I felt I could get a good close look at Blood Red Shoes, who I have never heard of. As soon as they took the stage, I was mobbed by a throng of sweaty teenagers intent on moshing at and generally making asses of themselves. Bad idea to get close. I got to do a good deed and saved a lady from getting trampled. The dude who almost moshed all over her got a good red, white and blue shove from yours truly, and was never seen again in my sector. Serves him right. The damsel in distress gave me a sweaty hug and then ran off. Good music though. I made note of the "rush the stage" when it starts tendency and stayed out of the line of fire the rest of the weekend. What worked to my distinct advantage is that standing a foot taller than most of the people here means I could have a clear view of the stage no matter where I stood. So I hung out by the sound booth most of the time, it always sounds the best there anyways.
Yelle: My favorite little French girl pop star. Sure it's music for little ladies who are boy crazy, but what the hell, she plays a good beat, and a good show. Note: her DJ and drummer had shirts in a nice distressed font that read: Dance or Die... need to keep that in mind when I start making t-shirts again when I get back to the states.
Band of Horses: I've wanted to see these guys live for a while since I kept missing their shows in New York. Downright good live players, but the lead singer kept yelling "Wooooo!" after every song. Most of the people around me were somewhat baffled by this, but by the end of the show they were doing it too. They gave me the tingles when they played "The Funeral", nothing beats a rising sound on a really loud sound system.
Santo Gold: As advised from my sister and other people, I caught the first part of her set before going back over to the main stage for Zebrahead. Definitely picking up more of this music when I get a solid internet connection or the HMV in Shibuya.
Zebrahead: Rocked out. Sadly this show was my introduction to Japanese meatheads (though not really meat-y, they just acted like it). Probably drunk in the middle of the day on Smirnoff Ice and too much sun, there was a lot of water bottle throwing and people pushing each other around. I left before they finished the set.
Johnny Foreigner: Actually pretty good, if anything a little sloppy, but they're probably four years younger than me, if the keep it together they could be pretty good. Going to keep my eye on them for now, but not impressed enough to purchase.
Panic at the Disco: Meh. 
Tokyo Police Club: Another band I have been really eager to see, much less a Toronto band in the city they are named after. I saw a bunch of punk kids leave as soon as they took the stage, guess they thought they were a Japanese band. HA! Suckers. Mighty fine showing by the TCP, all the more validation for how much I like them. The lead singer seems like a really nice kid too, typical Canadian. 
The Pillows: My first Japanese band that I have seen in Japan. I've known about these guys for a long time, as they did most of the music to my favorite anime of all time "FLCL" (pronounced: Fooly Cooly). This was the same stage as Tokyo Police Club, but there was three times as many people, DUH, it's a Japanese band! They rocked, as I expected, and left me feeling all warm inside as I braved my way over to the finale of the evening.
The Verve: Caught the last two songs after walking over from The Pillows. I walked in just as they were starting Bittersweet Symphony, and then ending on a new song which I have heard but can't recall the name. In true form, Richard Ashcroft just walks off stage before the last song is even finished, no thanks, nothing. What an asshole. Verifies a lot of what I heard about him being a real dickweed. Perhaps he was sore they didn't get top billing over The Prodigy.
The Prodigy: 1996, while cruising around Saginaw with my BFF Hiram, he plays some electronic music, a genre which I am just beginning to take interest in at the time. "Who is this?", I asked, "The Prodigy, they're from London, and they're amazing" he says with a very sure tone. Now, almost 12 years later, I finally get to see them live. Oh my lord was it worth the wait. The stage set was crazy, the lights seizure inducing, and the music hit me square in the chest as if a sumo took a nose dive into my sternum. As if I wasn't already soaked from a day of music and sun, the never-ending beat and chanting from the crowd was enough to whip me into a frenzy. Loved every minute of it. 

That was the end of day one. The train ride home was long and smelly, as everyone and their brother was leaving at the same time. I got back to trusty capsule number 5022 and called it a night after good long soak. For day two will surely be twice as good. 

Sunday, August 10
Preface: I ended up sleeping in a bit, and didn't leave the hotel until 9:30, which meant I wasn't on my way to the show until 10:30 after slurping some ramen for breakfast. But by now I knew my route and wasn't in any hurry to get a shirt or any other swag. 
The Ting Tings: I just started listening to them before the trip when someone clued me into a video of theirs that was rather flashy in a good way. And the singer is mad, mad cute. They were on the second biggest stage, and I was rather surprised at how many people were there. A damn fine showing, but I got the sense the cuteness of the singer was diminished at how much she was barking orders at the sound people for her guitar to be lower or louder, throwing the mic stand this way and that... well, she's a rock star I guess, what else can one expect. ANYWAYS, they played their hearts out and the crowd loved them. 
MGMT: Hot damn I've been waiting to see these guys. They rocked out a lot more than I thought they were, seeing as I perceived them mostly as a pop electronic band. They had a lot of guitars, loud and full of sound. Love, love, loved it. 
Mutemath: Ummmm, holy shit? These guys rocked it hard. I'm talking handstands on the piano, jumping off of the amps, everyone beating the drums and then taking the kit apart and throwing it around, to a massive tribute to The Who in modern style by bashing the hell out of a wicked midi guitar. So impressed. I must buy. I must see again. They, at this point, are number two in the amount of energy put out next to The Prodigy. 
Crystal Castles: Decent. Not the best. But good. Was expecting a bit more. One of the few instances during the festival where the band sounds distinctly better on the album rather than live. And they're supposed to be DJ's!!!
Junkie XL: After the Crystal Castles show I was a little dodgy on another DJ set, but I was hoot'in and holler'in like a banshee in a blender once he got on stage and dropped the beat bomb. Hell yes. I tip my hat to you Mr. XL, you have done right by me. 
Does It Offend You, Yeah?: Another band I just started listening to, and entirely satisfied by their set. Oh most certainly. Loud guitars, dirty beats and vocoder, baby! It makes me happy. 
Boom Boom Satellites: Japanese band I have not heard of, but judging from the crowd, they are mad popular. It was evident once they started playing. A mixture of Muse type guitars, with a lot of Gravity Kills type distortion and drone, and solid vocals... though I had no idea what they were saying. Oh well, definitely going to pick this one up before I leave...
Justice: My head officially explodes. The quest to find a recording of this set begins once I get back state-side. Epic. Simply epic. I heart Justice. An audio barrage like this is akin to the likes of Daft Punk. What is it in the water in France that produces DJ's of this caliber? Whatever it is, it WORKS. They had a wicked intricate set, which was a bit of a problem since they had complications with a light rig and they came on about 10 minutes late, all the more of an anticipation builder. Everyone was losing their collective shit. Hot damn here I am, in Tokyo, listening to Justice bring the house down after seeing an already massive lineup of superb shows. My heart is filled with joy at this moment. They did a remix of the track Stress (one of my favorites) that started out with an orchestral arrangement, with the stage lights going all red... the hair on the back of my newly shorn mohawk was on end. Pure electric energy. 
Devo: Yup... that's Devo all right. Still coming down from Justice, I feel the energy seeping out of me. 
Coldplay: Boooooooooorrrrrring. More validation that they're SO six years ago for me. Slow and melodic, I almost nodded off while sitting in the bleachers of the baseball stadium. Maybe Fatboy Slim can wake me up...
Fatboy Slim: Nope. Also music that I listened to six to eight years ago, and liked it then.. and he really hasn't changed at all. I left after 10 minutes, so I could beat the crowds and get a seat on the train back to the city. 

On the train back home, when the Disneyland stop came up and I was already nodding off. I blinked awake and saw two kids staring at me, one of them with a look of absolute fear in his eyes. I realized that I had my sleeves rolled up, so my tattoos were in full view, a newly cut mohawk, and I probably smelled like hell as well. Eye contact was made, and I winked, at which the child started screaming and hid behind his mom, who was looking at him wondering what was going on. I quickly closed my eyes and pretended to be sleeping. My stop was only a few away, and when it came up, and I looked around again, the train was mostly emtpy. Glad I still terrorize children that aren't related to me. 

Here ends another blog post done at the Ginza Apple Store. Love this place. I told one of the people that work here that I work for Apple in the states and got a worried look on his face and rushed off and got a manager, who introduced himself and asked if I wanted to have a look around. I explained that I'm a technician and just visiting from the states, he laughed and said the employee thought I was from the corporate division in the US and was doing some kind of inspection. HA! The rest of today is taking it easy after the concert, as all and every gallery, museum and absolutely anything art related is closed on Monday. It is as if Buddha himself said there is to be no art on Mondays. Well, in that case I'll head over to my favorite game parlour in Akihabara and get my ass kicked once again by adolscents playing my favorite Gundam game. 

Video and photos to follow shortly. That's all from here folks... on the final stretch, and man does a good slice of American pizza sound good....

Saturday, August 09, 2008

Traffic Jam, when you're already late! Yes that's Alanis Morissette...

So the past few days have been fun fun fun.  We went paddle boating, went to a "shooting range," bowled in Jinju, and shared a really good meal at a restaurant owned by the mother of a friend of Ana and Mike's.  I think there were probably around 30 Waeguk there last night at the big dinner.  After dinner we all went to a nice bar which was set on a terrace, and above many open windows leading into the apartments of some Korean folk.  Thirty people usually means lots of noise and so the police were called on us.  I don't know what they expected us to do, I mean, we were at a bar and there were a ton of us.  But we were forced to leave and so we took our crew to the streets.  It was funny cause I guess not many people go out late on Friday nights, but the few people that were out kind of just stood on the corner of the street opposite us and stared in amazement.  I guess they've never seen that many foreigners out together at once!  We're takin over!!  :D  Another funny thing, when ever you are in a group, taxis always seem to just kind of hang out on the street in front of you, waiting for you to be done with the night and hop in to get home.  So there was this taxi traffic jam on the street in front of us for about 20 minutes, all of the drivers just staring at us in awe.  We eventually left the scene and took a cab back home, poor Ana and Mike had work the next day.
So now it is morning time and Laura just made some eggs!  MMmmMmmm.  Laura filled you all in on the itinerary for the next couple of days but I believe we will be back Sunday night to blog about it all.  I'm gonna go eat cause I'm starved!
Ciao!

Photoroll: Swans, Bowling Balls, Bears OH MY!


Most recent photos are shown first!

A line of taxis wait for the Waeguk to leave the scene.


I am the walrus

Yay more english speaking people!

Brother and sister, aw :)



Little Samjin, this will all be yours.








Jirisan Mountains






























pass the sock-sake!
Trying to beat Evan and Mike to the docks!

Market on the streets


Have you seen a giant swan?

Hello all, 

Well it certainly sounds like John has been having a good time!
We have been very busy these past 2 days, shopping, paddle-boating in giant swan-boats, hiking up Korean mountains, partying... but! It is very late right now (2:34am) and we just got home from the bar after eating and drinking with many many many many (like 30) people (Ana and Mike's friends) so! we are going to bed now! 
Tomorrow morning we are off to see one of the oldest fossilized dinosaur footprints outside of Jinju, and then we're driving to Daegu to spend the weekend! We rented a car, so we can totally blast the music and scope out the Korean countryside car-style. 
Unfortunately there will be no photos for the next couple of days (I know! Sorry!) but we will have much to post when we return!!! :D

Annyung hi gai-se yo!!!

:D


Friday, August 08, 2008

Dispatches from the Western Affairs Desk

Ahhh, to be back in Tokyo. I have resurfaced my from internet exile. Since I have accumulated a bevy of experiences in a number of places, which I have diligently documented, I present them here in a loose chronological order from the most recent onward. The reason there's been scant word of my travels since I headed off on my own after Fukuoka is as such: I was incapable of writing anything in Beppu since I was overly relaxed, and Hiroshima wasn't very free wifi friendly - and my laptop didn't jive with the internets at the hotel. But now that I'm back in the hub network of the labyrinth that is Tokyo, I'm back, baby!

At the moment I'm staying at a capsule hotel. For anyone who hasn't heard of this, I'll have pictures up later tonight that will illustrate this short description. Basically, it not for the claustrophobic. A grid two high and ten long line each side of a air conditioned hallway, each capsule is about three feet high and eight feet long, about the size of a slightly larger than usual single bed. There is a screen to pull down the entrance, which is about three feet square, to give you privacy. Inside, on top of the capsule by the end you put your feet and other belongings is a television in a plastic enclosure. When I checked in after getting off the train from Hiroshima, I was watching the Japan vs USA soccer game while cooling off from lugging my pack for about forty minutes on two different trains to get to my destination, Asuksa. This is where we stayed our first week in Tokyo, and I decided to head back to the same area since I know the lay of the land pretty well there.

The rest of the afternoon was spent getting back into the city groove, which meant going to a game parlor and playing my favorite Japanese Gundam game until my eyes were about to bleed. I gained five levels and two new mechs with plenty of upgrades, but there's this dude named Shinji-Ko who regularly hands my head to me on a silver platter... I must beat him...

After my limbic system couldn't take anymore, it was off to Garage Bar to pick up my tickets to Summer Sonic, which is all weekend. I'm still walking on cute little puffy clouds that I randomly stumbled on tickets to this thing. A lot of bands, a lot of dancing, and as I expect, a lot of sweating. So my thanks goes out to Tom, the bartender at the punk rock bar where my trip to Japan went from super cool to downright awesome.

Hopefully the weather won't be too hot, as the main stage is a baseball stadium. Luckily the other stages are indoors and air conditioned, but I can't drive home the point that I had no idea what kind of heat I would be facing in Japan. People said it was hot, and I know what hot is, but lugging around 30 pounds of camera equipment, at times, is getting to be borderline insane behavior. I've taken to the schedule of waking up and finding as many indoor activities as possible, and then after the sun sets, I break out the big guns and hit the streets of Shibuya, Shinjuku and other similar places to get the last few, and in my opinion - most important - shots of this trip.

I am still in constant awe of the complexity and sheer magnitude of this place. Although I feel that when the 14th comes around I'll be very ready to be back in the temperate climes of Los Angeles and a nice hot slice of pizza.

The post continues on to writings from earlier on this week, hope you enjoy and think about what's said, hopefully it will make some sense.

Dawn in Hiroshima

August 6th, 9:30 am
Hiroshima

63 years ago, from where I'm sitting at this moment I'd probably be dead by now. 1945, at approximately 8:15 am, this place is where the world changed forever. I didn't come to Hiroshima knowing the significance of August 6th. It was apparent the moment I got to the peace memorial that something was going on, as I was greeted by the sight of thousands of people mulling around the grounds under the hot summer sun. At first I wasn't too surprised by the amount of people, this is world heritage site and a national, if not global, landmark... but in this heat? It became clearly obvious as I read some of the first large commemorative signs: "At 8:15 August 6th, 1945, the hydrogen bomb dropped by the Enola Gay detonated 600m directly above this site, marking the first use of nuclear weapons in history." It was a chilling recognition. A flood of memories washed over me as I stood there staring up at the remains of the building known now as the "A-Bomb Dome". I used to have a model of that very bomber, the same B-29 that dropped the bomb. I remember running through my back yard as it's pilot, and laying on my back, holding it up against the sky. Now, almost 20 years later, I stand on the spot where surely someone else stood looked up at the sky, saw that very same plane, and in a flash, was incinerated by the massive ball of hellfire that consumed 2 kilometers of this city almost instantly. As an American, this event has always been portrayed with a strange distant duality, the horror of the mushroom cloud, but yet ending a war that could have resulted in millions more dead if the allies had to invade the mainland of Japan. But being here, seeing this place, going through the museum displaying charred lunchboxes, watches stopped at 8:15, pieces of concrete that had the ghastly silhouettes of people caught in the initial flash burned onto it... finally seeing the human cost to such an event moved me very deeply. The stark nature of why it happened: Hiroshima didn't have any prisoner of war camps, was a city larger than 3km, and it was clear that day above the city. It's fate was sealed. Such as it is, the area of the epicenter of the blast consisted mainly of a hospital, three schools, and a industrial trade building, the latter which is one of the only remaining buildings left standing. The reason is that because the explosion occurred directly above it, the physics of the blast allowed most of the structure to survive, the iron skeleton of the bronze dome now aptly referred to as the A-Bomb dome. The people inside the building were not as fortunate, but were lucky enough to be vaporized and saved the pain of having their skin flayed off by radiation heat.

The grounds of the peace memorial were being prepared for a large ceremony that is probably going on right now as I write this, but yesterday there was a myriad of people protesting nuclear weapons proliferation, and organizations selling t-shirts that simply read "Peace". I was impressed to find out that since the end of the world war, the prime minister of Japan has issued a letter of protest to every time a country has conducted a nuclear weapons test to this very day. The museum had an entire wall that displayed a majority of the letters, each personally written to the leaders of the countries of the United States, France, Russia, China and India... a powerful gesture, but it seems in light of the advancing stage of weapon proliferation and development, a nation devoted to peace is one gentle voice muted in a sea of shouting.

I thought back to Beppu, when I was sitting at the train station and saw a woman wearing a shirt that simply read "I hope the world changes". I agree sister, I really do...

But I'm confounded at how many pieces of clothing I see that are in English... it's the flipside to the coin of American's who wear stuff that has Japanese kanji (the name for the vastly complex written language) or other languages on it and have no idea what it means, "It just looks cool". Fair enough, at least some of it has a good message.

Miyajima Calling
August 5th, 10:45pm

After taking in the peace memorial, which I have decided to write about tomorrow for reasons that will be made obvious then, I headed to the island of Miajima. A friend who had spent some time in Japan suggested that I come here, and since it's about 20 minutes by train and ferry from Hiroshima, it's two birds with one stone. According to the many advertisements, it's one of the three most popular places in Japan. Mt. Fuji being one of the others, and the third which I can't remember, I feel I've done pretty well in hitting two out of three of Japan's favorite places. The most notable landmark is Itsukushima Shrine, a large Shinto shrine that rises out of the water, but at low tide you can walk right up to it.

I crossed over on the ferry just before sunset, and the sky and light were on my side. It's a tourist town for sure, but the remainder of the island is a lush place of steeply rising hills covered with forest. I take it on good authority that it was Miyazki's inspiration for the setting of Princess Mononoke, one of my favorite pieces of anime... EVER. I can see what inspired him.

The mist hung low around the bay and there were small shrines dotting the hills from where I was standing. There were a few notable places that were within walking distance, but in better weather I would love to camp around this island, which is allowed. It is a place that still holds on to a level of mysticism, as deer freely walk all over the grounds. I now know that deer are sacred animals in Japanese tradition, and were once thought to be the messengers of the gods. Before I took the ferry back over to the city, I was sitting by the bay with a green tea ice cream cone and two little deers would not leave me alone. It made enjoying the moment by myself rather difficult, but eventually they kept their distance and waited patiently for the scraps of waffle cone I threw their way. My offering to the gods, maybe it'll guarantee my film to come out perfectly.


Beppu, Bep-me, Bep-everyone
August 4th, 9:45am

I've managed to become so relaxed I'm actually ashamed of myself. Well, not really, but I'll tell people that so I don't sound like I'm gloating. It seems a bit strange that I would beat the heat by going to hot springs, but it's just what the doctor ordered. After leaving Fukuoka, I was feeling a bit under the weather with a cough and sniffle. So I headed off to Beppu, a scant hour by limited express train, the center of Japanese spa culture, called "onsen". This place is particularly noted for it's "sand baths". Imagine a large sandbox that has spring water pumped underneath, and you lie down and are buried by attendants up to your neck in heated soil. I was fortunate enough to find out about a place that does this right by the ocean, so I had a nice cool breeze to accompany this experience. For about ten minutes your body is wrapped in a strange sensation of pressure and heat, and thought you can't really feel how much sweat you're producing, I felt about five pounds lighter after I stood up and brushed the sand off. Then it's off to the bath, where you rinse the sand and take a dip in a mineral bath, and then shower. As I walked out of the shower room I took a deep satisfying breath. My schedule in Beppu consisted mostly of sleeping in until 11, taking a bath in a hot spring (there are literally hundreds in the area), getting brunch, sand bath, hot spring, nap, dinner, another soak, a couple drinks and then back to sleep. A nice change of pace after a sightseeing blitz with the group.

I head out for Hiroshima in a few hours, hopefully my hangover will have passed by then. Last night I was wandering about and came across a place called the Plus Bar, where I met a charming young lad named Nobu, who spoke enough English for us to have a conversation about music and my travels. I was amused when he asked me if he should have a gun if he ever came to visit Los Angeles. I told him he listened to way too much hip hop and that LA was generally a safe place as long as you didn't go looking for trouble. News to him. We talked about DJ's, drinks and other stuff guys in their late twenties do, and before too long and too many glasses of Asahi, I headed back to my hostel without staggering too much.

Thursday, August 07, 2008

Photoroll: Jinju!


Tuesday:

We've been pretty lazy here :)

But!  Yesterday we managed to get up out of our comfy beds and pry ourselves away from playing with Samjin to check out the Jinju fortress and shrine. The view from the top of the fortress (on one of the larger hills in Jinju) was breathtaking. 
Afterwards we met up with Ana and Mike to get some dinner. We went to a Tofu bar, where all they serve is vegetarian dishes, like tofu blocks, Kimchi (the traditional Korean dish) and vegetable noodle soup! Needless to say, Linda was very happy :)
The meal was a feast - dish after dish kept appearing and many dishes had to be cleared off to make room for all the food!


Samjin and Linda are bed buddies
Korean-style shrines
So much more color!
The view from up top the Jinju Fortress.
Dinner!
Kimchi!
Tofu soup and cucumber noodle soup.
Linda is happy because she can finally eat!
The aftermath of the feast


Today: (Wednesday)

Today we got up pretty early (around 7:30am) to go to Sang Ju beach. It was about 2 1/2 hours from Jinju by bus. It was definitely the most interesting beach I've ever been too - a small sandy beach surrounded by large mountains along the southern coast of South Korea. It was still pretty crowded for a weekday, but it was so enjoyable! We took in some sun, went for a swim and watched as the locals reacted to us (typically pointing, calling us "me-guk" ["americans"] or "wae-guk" ["foreigners"]). They usually shout "hello!" or "hi!" many times, over and over again trying to get our attention. They do this to all westeners, even though many of them don't speak english. I think they're just amused because we look so different.
Upon returning home, we showered and I went out for a motorcycle ride with Mike. Evan and Linda both went the past two days, so it was my turn! I didn't take any pictures this time round, but we went to the highest point in Jinju where you can see the whole city. It was pretty awesome. Then we all go some grub!
We went for galbi, which is like Korean bbq - similar to hibachi style food in Japan. Since it was all meat Linda and I got our own dishes, but Evan, Ana and Mike were super pleased :)
We went to a bar afterwards called Zzyzzx for some drinks and ran into some of Ana and Mike's friends, so we had a few rounds with them. It was really great to meet them, and we might be seeing them again on Friday when we attend a party we're tagging along too!

chillin' beach-syle
mmm ocean

still as white as ever!

if you look close, all the way through the mountains is the beach we were at. 
galbi!

Beebimbop (traditional rice and veggie dish) with spicy soup and kimchi - mmmm!
awwww yeaaaa....
froggyana
good times...

p.s. yea, this blog has totally revolved around food! haha